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knowledge is power
i did not love him:
i loved that
he knew how
to love me;
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Literature
Lloyd
eventually he stopped the car -
told me that if I got off
he would find and cut my throat
then he locked the doors anyway;
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Literature
poor life choices/hand-made
I found a shirt
that still had
your smell.
I washed it
and washed it
and washed it
But the smell
was still there.
So I burned it,
I burned the shirt.
Now the smell
is forever here;
I've created hell.
I need to move (on).
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Literature
winter
It's ok to be cold
Like December sea waters
But it's not ok to be cold
As ice
Because ice shatters.
(Although please remember that,
Sometimes,
The see freezes too)
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Literature
sigh 2
I'm tired of trying
to befriend my friends;
It's been months.
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Literature
sigh
Make people feel better,
not like you're better
then them.
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Literature
dollhouse
she stopped playing
with dolls
because she became one.
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Literature
homiecide
it's killing me, so
i'm killing you.
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Literature
hidden
Your door was still locked,
so I smashed it.
Your house was still empty,
so I ravaged it.
Your neighbor told me you were long gone
and that she was annoyed with the sound;
But I could hear your dog bark at me
from inside her house.
(That same old bark.
Funny, I thought I heard you
Calling me back.)
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Literature
ouch
the more salt you put
on my wound,
the faster it heals.
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Literature
parting ways
when there's nothing right
and nothing left,
be straight forward:
i think we're lost.
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Literature
two late
i wanted to tell her
that i'll be there
when she decides to change
the shell that she became.
i wanted to tell her
that i'll be waiting
here, forever,
for her.
i wanted to tell her
that it's over
so we can both remember
the good
before it's too late
and there's nothing
anymore.
i wanted to tell her
a thousand things
but, instead, i hurt her;
i left a bad taste on her mouth.
i'm not sorry.
later,
i know she'll understand.
pain is the fastest way
to learn.
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Literature
dog
guardian of a door
he will never know
what lurks behind;
slowly losing his mind
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Literature
do i wanna know?
"do you know
what's more dangerous
than a stupid man?
                 a smart one."
"do you know
what's more powerful
than love?
                          grief."
"do you know
what's worse
than fake smiles?
          fake tears."
"do you know
what's the difference
between being mad
and being sad?
                     grudge."
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Literature
I can't believe I wrote this
If someone asks me if I loved you, I could easily answer negatively and not even, like, lie.
The thing is that I was not in love with him as a person.
I was not in love with his appearence. I was in love with the way he would take care of himself and even be late for an hour in order to look good when he met me.
I was not in love with his sense of humor, although he made me laugh (I have never seen you laugh like that! my friends told me). I was in love with how he told his jokes - with conviction, because he knew that I would laugh. The sparks in his eyes.
I was not in love with his smile. I was in love with how he smiled at me.
I was not in love with his romanticism. I was in love with how he studied my every gesture and how he tried to understand them.
I was not in love with the "little things". I was in love with knowing that he did them for me.
I loved that he knew how to love me.
I'm selfish, I know.
I was in love with how he randomly bit my ear during a hug.
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Literature
headshot
Ask her how beautiful it was to sin
if you want an easy kill
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i did not love him:
i loved that
he knew how
to love me;
knowledge is power
Another sneak peek from the book I'm working on
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eventually he stopped the car -
told me that if I got off
he would find and cut my throat
then he locked the doors anyway;
Lloyd
Sneak peek from the book I'm working on
Noticed that it rhymed and decided to submit it
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just a friendly reminder that this site is older than me *cri*

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Yo
I'm Lu

I like to keep my poetry short and nice;

I like photography but my phone's camera sucks
Woodkid is my god, and indie music is my shit
I hate saying "thanks", "you're welcome" and "sorry"
I'm cool at parties but I don't get invited to any, anyway

I need some place to store my poetry and yeah, but I'll post stuff in groups and take over this site anyway
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happy birthday!!!
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no prob :) thanks for the great work!
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Thank you so, so much for the watch and the fav. :hug: I appreciate it.
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